I am very busy...
Sometimes it doesn't seem that way and then I look back and say...damn I really need to relax! I am going full blast so much that it feels like normal. Until I actually sit back and breath.
Lately I have been changing the way I eat and also my activity level. I am doing pretty well. Three pounds! With the Working Out and dieting, I am, for the first time in my life, working out to lose weight....sheesh..thanks twins..LMAO
I am very proud of myself and I am very happy that my family is supporting this. They even look out for my diet change sometimes! They also encourage me to cheat once in a bit. I don't mind that since it tests my resolve for when I one day need to not be home and eat. Do I succumb to what everyone else is eating, or do I stay strong for the bod, health, and energy I want to get back?
I can do it.
Only because I am finally saying to myself, "I WILL do it..."